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Where Are You?: In Scotland, in Ayrshire, at my computer What Are You?: A girl, a teenager, a chambermaid, a faker What do you make?: beds. coffee, pre-judgements, mistakes. What do you love?: music What do you hate?: the barriers in people's minds. the barriers that won't let them or me, be. What do you listen to?: music, a lot of. spiels (?) of self doubt, pity, affirmation. What do you watch?: neighbours, expressions, films What do you drink?: beer, vodka, less nowadays. orange juice, ribena. What do you smoke?: the occasional joint. What do you take?: Kalms, sometimes. Shots. Bullshit. What do you believe in?: God. Music as an art and an education and a religious experience. When We Were 16 Where were you?: Here. But darker, sadder, less than I am now.What were you?: A schoolgirl who didn't go to school much. A rebel who cared a little too much to be a rebel. What did you wear?: Baggy jeans. School uniform. What did you listen to?: Green Day. Lectures. Arsehole boyfriend. What did you watch?: Neighbours, of course. What did you love?: Music What did you hate?: school, aforesaid arsehole boyfriend. What did you drink?: Vodka, whisky, martini, gin. Anything I could pilfer. What did you smoke?: Joint. What did you take?: Nothing. What did you want to be?: Alone. Who did you fight?: My parents, school, friends, boyfriend. Who/What did you believe in?: God. Music.. yadda Where did you go?: Out on the streets with a Cd player, to stare at the grey and the cars and the rain. Then to school with excuses about dentists appointments and sleeping in. To see my boyfriend in a different country without asking my parents. Home, after four days when they pleaded/ordered on the phone. What did you learn?: maths, english, german, modern studies. In a sense... |